At first, I was content even happy

Then I was fine

Now I am unsure 

I was sad when we first got the news that we were going home, but I assumed this was coming and there was nothing we could do about it. My first week home, our “spring break” was quite enjoyable. Life was normal. I hung out with a bunch of my high school friends. I was playing basketball or golf daily, going out to lunch and gave into my little sister… recording daily Tiktoks.  Titled “Day X of solitude”. Although we had not been at school that long I was enjoying doing nothing. Life was enjoyable

The second week hit, surprise another week of spring break. Sweet I thought! Slowly my friends were not allowed to come outside. The restaurants were now ordered to do To-Go only with many closing to figure things out as we embarked on this new adventure. But hey I was still recording Tiktoks with my sister

We are at the end of week-three. My days have become quite mundane and very repetitive. I wake up at 5 am before anyone in my house is up. I go for a run. After my run, I get changed and head to the golf course. I proceed to play 18 holes by myself and usually do not see a single soul for a few hours. These parts of my day are very relaxing as they are usually my only time alone. Once I get back my dad is walking out the door to go to work. My mom and sister are figuring out what to eat for breakfast. After we eat breakfast, me and my sister record our daily TikTok(we are on day 20). Who would have guessed one of the constants of my spring semester of college would be recording dancing videos with my sister. I tend to do some school work and that is about it for my day. Although it may be more then most do these days, for me it is still lack-luster.

How am I doing? I truly do not know come ask me another two weeks from now. Yes, life is very boring now, but I am not stir-crazy as some of my friends say they are. Although I do love golf I don’t know if I will want to continue playing a few weeks from now. So maybe I will have a new hobby at the end of all of this. All I do know is I am in too deep with our daily TikTok to stop now. 

-Conner Polizzi-Gullo

The photo is a gif of our most viewed TikTok