The biggest thing I’ve learned this semester is that literally anything can happen. I had this weird realization that I feel like I should’ve had earlier, but it was that nothing is for certain and everything can change in the blink of an eye. Growing up in the US, I never experienced any real threat to me, my family, or the nation. The biggest threats I face are like “everyday” ones, like car accidents or getting robbed. But I’ve never been nervous that we are on the brink of war or that our country is going to be attacked. Who knows how close we came to war with Iran, if that was hyped up in the media or if it was downplayed, but I never really worried that my life would actually change even if we did go into war. I thought I live in the US. I am protected. Which was naive of me.

I have always felt secure and free living where I do and with my family, so this whole pandemic has really thrown me for a loop. I am not free to go do whatever I want which is something that I have never experienced before and it’s not even my parents. Like I’m not grounded, it’s literally laws that are making us all stay at home. It’s hard for me to even explain, but I have never been in a situation where my whole life has been changed in a matter of weeks– which I am very grateful for. It’s been about a month and half maybe and it still blows my mind sometimes that I was just in college two months ago and life was normal. There was a virus spreading through China, but I wasn’t thinking that I would be affected that much. Maybe a few cases would come to the US, but nothing like China. And here we are with the most coronavirus cases in the world, social distancing, and staying home as much as we can. 

I’m not even sure if all of this makes sense, but I guess what I learned is that just because I live in America, land of the free, doesn’t mean that we are untouchable.

-Maddy Mengel

(this is a pic of my friends who I love and miss so much)