I think we all expected our spring semesters to go entirely different than they did. I can say with much certainty no one had a global pandemic in the back of their mind. But here we are, living through a global pandemic. While things didn’t go as planned for anyone, there must be a silver lining in this nightmare somewhere, right? I think there is. I am sad to say it took a global crisis of this degree to get me to truly appreciate the blessings of everyday life, but it is the truth.

I returned back to campus in February thrilled to be at school. The excruciatingly long winter break had me itching to return to my undersized dorm bed and overheated room. Having survived my first semester as a freshman, I no longer felt intimidated by all our school has to offer, and was eager to soak it all in. The next four and a half weeks were blissful and I was living life exactly how I pictured it. School was going well, my friends and I were having fun, and I was fully accustomed to the University of Delaware. Despite how perfect everything was, I will not deny there were days when I did not feel like leaving my bed for class. There were days when I did not stop to admire the scenery of the sun rising on the walks to my 8:00 am’s. As I sit back and reflect I deeply regret not soaking it in even more while I had the chance. On March 11th, it was all ripped away. And throughout this whole ordeal I have learned that nothing in life is guaranteed. I shouldn’t put off joining that club I always wanted to be in because “there’s always next semester.” And I shouldn’t take the bus out of convenience rather than choose a scenic walk because “I can do it any other time.” These are some thoughts that ran through my head daily and prevented me from making the most out of my time on campus. They are the thoughts of someone who is naive in thinking they are invincible, and nothing can happen to them to make everything change.

If we are lucky enough to return to campus in the fall, I want to become the person who lives in the moment, and does things now rather than later. I will stop to smell the roses per-say. The virus has done a lot of bad but in the end, at least it will teach us to be appreciative of our “normal” lives.